Burn Out, So Soon?

Ha! Pushed it hard yesterday. Drank a big ol' jug of coffee. Felt terrible about the state of my life and how much work it's going to take to get myself out of this hole I put myself in...

...and then at 2am I went from a deep sleep to 100% wakefulness. And that's why jugs of coffee weren't in my rotation in 2018. So maybe I didn't get everything wrong.

And I did very nice Road Opening work, Uncrossing baths, and patron spirit devotional work yesterday as well.

Today I've humped it through basic real world obligations and efforts, and done exactly only one magical thing, an Uncrossing bath... the apartment is/was in disarray and needed a lot more attention that one more candle spell. There will be more before I lapse into unconsciousness, but probably not much in the way of spectacular effort. The flow charts and schedules continue and will persist...

Nuff said.

Be seeing you.

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